Friday, July 3, 2009

i'm a big girl now

so the past few weeks have been pretty trying and frustrating. i have been through a roller coaster of emotions and dealt with things that i never thought would happen. but, i'm happy to report that i came out on top. i am proud of myself for keeping my cool and dealing with potential dramatic situations in a mature way. it definitely isn't easy, but i figure if i can be the bigger person and handle things with dignity, then i can never look back with regrets. and no guy can ever say that i was a "crazy biatch."

so while most girls (me included in the past) dye or cut their hair when they go through drama with a guy... i re-decorated my apartment instead. if you are ever upset, i highly suggest taking your aggression out by painting a wall. it's very therapeutic! my apartment was desperate for a face lift anyway, since i have lived there for half of a year and not really moved in. and it is amazing how much better i feel now that it is somewhat decorated and put-together. now it's not just an apartment, it feels more like home. and i feel more like a grown-up. and i feel like making that change is helping me to move forward with my life in general!

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